so sorry for your loss
I just watched the movie about your daughter Jennifer, twice actually as it was on lifetime back to back with another film so I watched them both on and off while working here at my table in front of my couch and I see the joy of life in Jenn's face and her spirit, when she smiled, she smiled with her whole heart and her eyes and such a kind soul is so apparent, and I can't imagine, nor will I even allow myself to, I'm sorry. I just can't. I wish I could do something to bring her back to you, I wish there was a way. But I will tell you this, I will do anything I have power to, in order to make sure the coward, pig and true less than an empty void of a man, not even human, with the coldest of hearts,..that he is, never, ever, ever, sees the light of day.
I found something interesting and it gave me hope within this amazing Universe... the last name of the woman that called herself Chris. Her last name was Hearn, that is so not an everyday name, and I don't know, it just said something to me, like, it was her time. That her death, in some way, was able to bring closure to another family. That her job and goal, bringing those boys into this World, and keeping it lit with that zest, joy and love of life so apparent, was sadly not to able to stay lit here in body on Earth, but I don't believe in death. I do believe in states of consciousness, and at this time I believe, depending upon the age of the soul, their purpose in this life..... For me, Hearn was a sign that this was the reason, for you, the family. To say, Hey guys, don't be sad for me. Corbin was taken of the streets and without my death, Dolly's never would have been solved, or worse, more women would have died. And I do believe he killed that older woman who disappeared while he was working with her. Absolutely. I don't for one moment believe in coincidences, and I have very good reason for that. I know, each of us, though loss is for me, the hardest part of living, losing those we love, even with that? I still know, that as my best friend Deanna said to me and does from time to time, It's not for us to know why someone comes into our lives and whether it is for a moment a second, a year or a lifetime. They are there for a specific reason, and whatever it is is usually revealed to us then or in time if we're really listening, really looking. And I know, I believe with my whole heart and soul, that the name thing, proves she is watching over you all now, especially those boys. Light a candle for her, because she is there. God Bless you all. Close